God, You and I have problems. You and I need to talk. You and I have failed each other and I feel you have failed me the most. You said I should call onto you whenever am in trouble. That you will answer me. That you will make every path straight for me. That if I believe in you I will not lack. That if I walk on the valley of death I shall fear no evil. Because you will be there for me. You will protect and provide for me. Yet here I am suffering facing all the brutality and torture from life. I don’t have a roof over my head, my stomach is hungry I cannot raise my school fees, I cannot wear a smile on my face. People die everyday on our roads. Women are abused and kids are raped. Men are taken for a ride. Our generation is being washed away by material things. It has all been taken away by depression. You still say you are there for me and you love me. You still say you have all the power to stop all these. I wonder why haven’t you done something. Why is all these happening. Why?
I have heard you my son. I have listened to every word that you have said. I have heard all your questions and am gonna answer them. You think I have abandoned you. You think I ran away from you. You have even started to doubt my powers and my sovereignty. But let me tell you something kid, I was there standing by your side all time long. I was there for you but you only didn’t see it. I have said this all time long, I cannot test you beyond your strength. That is why you didn’t die throughout that time. That is why even now you have the strength to talk and confront your feelings. Even my son went through all that, he stayed in the wilderness for forty days and forty nights. He was rejected by his own people, he was accused falsely. He even went through tougher times than you do. He was tortured, hung on the cross, died and was burred. I watched my son go through all that suffering.
I have not failed you. Whatever you go through I have confident you will handle it. I believe in you and as your God am watching over you. I am opening a new path for you. I am your God.